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His mistress, rewarded with a substantial allowance, jewelry, and clothing was in all essentials Mrs. Darcy, except by name.
His wife, with low connections and vulgar relations, is Mrs. Darcy by name but in essentials, she is nothing more than a necessary evil to thwart the plans of his uncle the earl, as well as provide a legitimate heir to Pemberley
All too soon, Darcy realizes there are hidden depths to his petite wife, and finds himself completely fascinated by her beauty, intelligence, and wit.
Elizabeth, fully aware of why Mr. Darcy chose her as his wife, fights her growing attraction to the taciturn gentleman from Derbyshire, failing miserably. She is finally forced to acknowledge, that, in essentials, he is the only man who can make her happy.
First Chapter:
Mr. Thomas
Bennet of Longbourn married Miss Sophia Jane Metcalf, the only daughter of
Viscount Tuttreon. Their joy knew no bounds when less than two years after
their nuptials, they had a beautiful baby girl, Jane Sophia, followed closely
by Elizabeth Rose. Years passed and they despaired of ever having another
child, let alone a son. Finally, Mrs. Sophia Bennet bore the long-awaited heir,
however, mother and son passed away mere days after his birth.
Francis
(Fanny) Gardiner, married to a local tradesman Sidney Moore in Meryton, had
three daughters, Mary, Catherine, and Lydia. Mr. Moore never knew about the
third child as Mrs. Moore did not feel the quickening until after his funeral.
In all honesty, she was not sure if Mr. Moore was the father of little
Lydia as her husband had not attended her bed faithfully as in the early years
of their marriage. As it was, she had caught the eye of the butcher, who gave
her lovely haunches of beef and pork for certain favors and fancied herself in
love with the man. Sadly, he also was married.
With Mr. Moore
silenced and safely tucked away next to the parish church, Francis Moore, née
Gardiner, set her sights on the highly eligible widower of Longbourn manor.
With less than a month remaining in his time of mourning, and before the man
even knew what happened, she had arranged a compromise and within weeks was
settled in at Longbourn as its mistress. The quiet courtship Mr. Bennet had
initiated with his deceased wife’s cousin was now set aside as he was forced to
do the honorable thing and marry the widow Moore. However, he never forgot and
never forgave.
Trapped in a
cold marriage, he vowed to ensure his daughters were never imposed upon by the
vulgar woman and had little to do with the three who were not his own.
***
A tall
gentleman stalked the edges of the assembly room, hating every minute he was
forced to remain in the presence of complete strangers. The room stank of cheap
tallow candles, unwashed bodies, and bad breath. More than that, it stank of
desperation. Frantic mothers and fathers seeking to have their children wed.
Male or female, it did not matter. The goal was to find a warm body to ensure a
continued heritage and hopefully bring ready cash into the family coffers. In this
regard, they were not too dissimilar to him, as he too, was on the hunt. But
not for the same reasons.
Last week, his
uncle had once again lambasted him for not marrying one of the many pedigreed
debutantes paraded past him at endless balls and soirees, going so far as to
challenge the guardianship of his younger sister if he did not comply with his
demands. Tired of his mother’s brother trying to force him into marrying his
choice of wife, and his mother’s sister demanding he marry her daughter,
he decided he would find his own wife. And not just any wife. She would be
vile, though not in looks. If he had to bed the wench, he wanted some form of
beauty and a pleasing body. No, she would be someone who teetered on the edges
of polite society. Preferably a gentleman’s daughter with vulgar connections.
The more vulgar the better.
He had no need
for more money or love. His mistress filled the latter of those requirements in
more ways than one. His lips briefly curved as he remembered how she’d bid him
farewell last night, knowing she would not see him until the new year.
Straddled across his lower torso, she had raised and lowered herself, allowing
him free reign with his mouth and hands. There was not a crack or crevice on her
delectable body he was not familiar with, and after two years, still had not
tired of her.
If he truly
wished to have his uncle expire from an apoplectic fit, he’d marry her, but knew
such a rash act would materially damage his sister’s chance of making a good
marriage when she finally came out in society. He could never do that to sweet,
innocent Georgiana, and after a near disaster this past summer, where he’d
nearly lost her to his father’s loathsome godson, he had vowed to protect her
until she married a good man.
A high-pitched
shriek followed by giggles brought him back to his quest – finding a
gentleman’s daughter who would horrify his mother’s family. Two females barreled
past him. His gaze followed the pair of ladies, girls really, far too young to
be out in society even in a backwater town like this. They skidded to a stop in
front of a woman to whom he had avoided introductions. He’d caught the
calculating gleam in her eye the minute he and his friend had entered the room
and knew she had decided on the both of them as future sons-in-law.
At first, he’d
dismissed her, but now, watching how her daughters behaved, his interest was
piqued. His uncle would be devastated if he showed up with one of those
empty-headed twits on his arm. Lost in thoughts of how to facilitate a belated
introduction, his friend approached.
“Come, Darcy.
I must have you dance.”
“Before we
left Netherfield, I told you I would be poor company tonight.”
“Then let us
acquaint you with someone pleasant who can drag you out of the doldrums. There
are some very pretty girls here.”
“You are
dancing with the only handsome woman in the room.”
His gaze fell on
his friend’s partner, who remained on the dance floor, waiting for their turn
to go down the line. She was not only handsome; she was divine. He surmised
even a dead man would have felt stirrings of desire in the presence of her
beauty. However, he was not here to find a beautiful woman to grace his bed, he
had the delectable Daphne for that. What he needed was someone who was not
perfect. Someone his uncle would loathe on sight.
“Yes, Miss
Bennet is so very beautiful, but you will not distract me in this. I will find
someone for you to dance with who is not my sister.”
“I thank you,
but you should make your way back onto the dance floor and enjoy your partner’s
smiles. You are wasting your time with me.”
“I say, there
is a pleasant-looking lady just yonder. I could ask my partner to introduce
us.”
Darcy looked
over his shoulder and spotted a petite woman seated by herself, her foot
tapping in time to the music. He caught her eye and paused. She was pretty, but
not handsome enough to tempt him from his mission of finding an uncouth bride.
About to decline Bingley’s offer of introduction, his attention was caught by
the loud chit he’d noticed earlier. She plopped down in the empty chair next to
the intriguing woman and huffed out a huge sigh.
“La, Lizzy! I
am quite fagged. I need to catch my breath before the next dance.”
The young girl
hadn’t lowered her voice nor did she seem to care about the fact she slouched
in her chair like a drunken sailor. The woman, Lizzy, obviously did because she
hissed something under her breath and the girl straightened, but not before a
pout appeared on her face.
“Oh, who cares
what they think. They mean nothing to me.”
The young
woman grabbed the girl’s arm and hauled her to her feet before marching toward
the vulgar woman, whom he assumed was their mother. Even from across the room
it was obvious the matron berated the young lady, allowing the spoilt child to
prance off, head held high without batting an eye at her coarse behavior. He
smiled. This ‘Lizzy’ was perfect.
He turned to
his friend.
“After your
dance has ended, I would be pleased to meet the young lady.”
***
Elizabeth
dared not raise her eyes, for then she would catch her breath – again. How did
she, Elizabeth Rose Bennet, manage to solicit a request to dance from the most
handsome man she’d ever laid eyes on? Never in her wildest dreams, and she had
many, did she think something like this would happen to her. She had not failed
to notice his entry. She choked back a soft snort. Who in Meryton had NOT
noticed the Netherfield party when they finally arrived more than a half-hour
after the dancing had begun? She would admit, her capricious sense of humor was
tickled by their tardy entrance, and she had purposefully stayed to the back of
the assembly room to avoid the mad rush of introductions. It was only when
she’d clapped eyes on the tallest man of the group, she wished she had remained
tethered to her stepmother’s side.
There was no
missing his square jaw and proud thrust of his shoulders. He was tall and
athletic, with chiseled features and a patrician nose. Hair the color of a
raven’s wing brushed the edges of his stiff collar, and she could well imagine
him running his fingers through those unruly curls. Or even better, her fingers
teasing those dark locks. But what held her enthralled and completely
tongue-tied were his eyes. Piercing blue beneath dark brows, and they were
focused solely on her.
She clasped
his hand to move down the line. Because it was a local assembly, none of the
ladies wore gloves, and the fine hairs on her arm rose each time they touched.
Did he feel it as well? For the first time in years, she had to concentrate on
the steps of the dance and calm her breathing. It would not do to swoon in the
middle of a country dance. So engrossed was she on remaining upright, she
almost missed his question.
“Pardon, I did
not hear over the noise of the crowd.”
“I asked if
you are from Meryton, or if you were only visiting, like me.”
“We are from
here, Mr. Darcy. My father’s estate is a little over a mile outside of
Meryton.”
She thought
she caught a gleam of satisfaction in his sharp gaze, which she admitted had
roamed freely over her body a few times during the dance. She remained positive
he did not think she’d taken note, but well used to the predatory way men
leered at her more beautiful sister, she knew the signs of a man interested in
his dance partner, and Mr. Darcy, for some reason, was very interested in her.
It boggled the mind. No one sought her company over Jane’s unless they were
biding time until their allotted set with her sister came up. She was a fount
of knowledge to be tapped in order to gain access to Meryton’s beauty. However,
this time… this time a gentleman of some stature had sought her introduction
over Jane’s. Her stepmother had stood mouth agape when Mr. Darcy looked past
Jane and honed in on her.
Ah, well.
There was no accounting for taste. She would ride this feeling until the horse
grew tired, which it would as no man wanted a wife who was more intelligent or
more educated than he, something she discovered to her detriment when she was
sixteen. No one told her she should let the gentleman win at chess. Was not the
goal of the game to take your opponent’s king? It hadn’t helped he had muttered
a pithy insult in French, to which she replied fluently what she thought of his
crass manners.
When her
opponent stormed from the manor, Mrs. Bennet had berated her soundly for
letting a man of some means escape, while Papa laughed and told her next time
to parry back in Latin or Greek. Then she was almost guaranteed the fool would
not understand a word she said. To which she’d replied, “A fool does think he
is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.”
“We are all
fools in love,” Papa had said and with a sad smile removed himself to his
study, leaving her to Mrs. Bennet’s outraged cries over the behavior of her
least favorite stepdaughter.
Mr. Darcy’s
next question brought her thoughts back to him and their dance.
“Mrs. Bennet,
she is from Meryton as well?”
“Yes, her
father was an attorney. Her sister’s husband took over his practice when her
father passed.”
“So, your
mother’s family is not gentry.”
A stitch of
unease threaded itself down her spine. The questions sounded random, yet she
felt deep within there was a purpose to his queries. It seemed her horse had
run the gamut and now wanted to return to the barn and a good feeding of hay.
He wouldn’t be the first possible suitor to back off and find excuses to
retreat to the other side of the room, and then from there, out of her life.
“Mrs. Bennet’s
family are all in trade, Mr. Darcy. Her brother has his own warehouse in London
near Cheapside. Her sister is married to an attorney and they reside here, in
Meryton.”
“It must be
pleasant to have family so near at hand.”
She answered
with a polite murmur which did not affirm or deny his musings. At least he had
not left her standing in the middle of the dance floor. A point in favor of Mr.
Darcy.
There were
times she wished to be more open, but Papa was hesitant for strangers to know
about her birth mother’s family. He had a valid and healthy fear of her and
Jane being compromised and did not want them to suffer the same fate as him. A
convenient tear in the bodice of the previous widow Moore’s dress after he had
brushed by her while attending a dinner at Lucas Lodge had sealed his fate. Therefore,
she and Jane did not correct the erroneous view strangers had of their family.
As the evening
went on, Elizabeth’s level of anxiety decreased, though she caught the hint of
a sneer on his handsome mien whilst looking at her stepmother and stepsisters.
Yet, he gave every appearance of enjoying her company, although not as much as
his friend did with Jane. Mr. Bingley’s attraction to her beautiful sister was
undeniable. On the carriage ride home, Mrs. Bennet could not contain her
effusions.
“I can scarce
believe our good luck. Both men have taken with you girls. I shall go
distracted. Oh my! Ten and five thousand pounds a year. The carriages! The
jewels! The pin money! I need my salts. Oh! I cannot wait to tell your father.
Two daughters, married!”
“We only met
them tonight!” Elizabeth cried out. “Do not call the banns until we know them
further. They may turn out to be rakes of the first order.”
She sincerely
hoped they weren’t, but it all seemed too good to be true.
“Oh, you! They
could not have stated their attentions any clearer than if you were mares in
heat, and they the stallions sniffing about your skirts. They will be here
before the week is out, hat in hand, to ask for your company. You mark my
words.”
“That is
extremely crude, even for you, Mrs. Bennet.”
“Crude but
true, Lizzy. I know when a man wants a woman and will do anything to achieve his
goal, and for now, Mr. Darcy seems to want you.”
***
The carriage
ride back to Bingley’s leased estate was mostly silent, broken every now and
again with Bingley saying how he had never met with pleasanter people or
prettier girls.
“They were all
so kind and attentive. I was amazed at how they accepted us with no formality
or stiffness of manner. I feel as though I can become great friends with all
those I met. And, Miss Bennet…. Oh! I cannot conceive an angel more beautiful.”
If Darcy
banged his head on the side of the carriage, would Bingley notice past all the
heart shaped stars dancing before his eyes? His friend might not, but his
sister, most assuredly, would and immediately set out to comfort him in his
distress. He suppressed a shudder and managed to reply with steady calm.
“On the
contrary, Bingley. All I saw was a collection of people in whom there was
little beauty and no fashion.”
“And yet you
danced with Miss Elizabeth twice,” his friend parried back.
“She is
tolerable, but not handsome enough to make me lose my head.”
“It is good
you kept your wits about you, Mr. Darcy, for any man who attaches his carriage
to their family also has to contend with the mother and those two flighty bits
of fluff she calls daughters,” Miss Bingley said, making no attempt to hide her
displeasure. “And, that is not all. I was told the Bennet estate is entailed
away. Upon the father’s death, everything goes to some distant cousin, and they
will be tossed into the hedgerows.”
Darcy
ruminated on the tidbit of information. It seemed some of the citizens of
Meryton wanted to muddy the waters with regard to suitable suitors for the
Misses Bennet. Why else would they tell complete strangers – wealthy ones at
that – of the low social value the daughters had upon the death of their
father. His chances of success with Miss Elizabeth had exponentially increased.
The parents would be anxious to have their daughters married and with such low
connections, their pool of eligible suitors had narrowed from slim to almost
none. He may not have to waste too much time courting the chit.
“Jane Bennet
is a dear, sweet girl,” Mrs. Hurst offered into the darkness of the carriage.
“She smiles
too much,” Darcy murmured.
“Maybe so, but
I think that is what I like best about her,” Bingley said, ending the
conversation by turning his attention to look out the window.
Daydreaming of
the fair Miss Bennet, no doubt, Darcy thought. He himself turned his thoughts
inward and focused on his current affaire de Coeur. He had first caught sight of Daphne
performing in a tawdry little opera he’d attended with Wickham, his father’s
godson and Darcy’s childhood friend. At the time, they were still somewhat
congenial with each another as Wickham had not yet blown through the money he’d
inherited after Darcy’s honorable father had died, nor utterly betrayed his
trust.
Daphne’s
talent as a singer did not impress Darcy so much as the daring costume she had
worn on stage. He swore the bodice of the dress was two sizes too small and her
bosoms practically spilled out of the top. From his premiere box, he was able
to gaze down and appreciate the dusky aureoles of her nipples peeking out
whenever she faced his side of the stage, which she did with breathtaking
frequency.
Wickham
offered to take Darcy’s card to her between acts and introductions were made the
same evening. Within weeks Darcy had her set up in a little house and since
then, spent every available night where he did not have prior commitments, in
her bed. If Georgiana had not been so young, he might have dared bring Daphne
to his townhouse. As it was, having his mistress in her own separate
establishment meant they could be as audacious as they wished and his
burgeoning sexual repertoire grew apace with hers. She proved to be a fearsome
lover. A temptress not afraid to show how much she adored him.
There were
times he felt bad for having taken her maidenhead outside the bonds of
marriage, but she repeatedly assured him she held no regrets. For her loyalty,
he rewarded her with a substantial allowance, jewelry, clothing, and her own
carriage with matching greys. In essentials, she was Mrs. Darcy in everything
except by name.
This past
summer, after a near catastrophe with his sister and Wickham at Ramsgate, he
was forced to decamp at his country estate in Derbyshire. Unwilling to forgo
his lover’s companionship, he had Daphne follow in a separate carriage and
settled her in a small cottage near the edge of his property. At first, she had
pouted for being removed from London, but when he begged forgiveness and
presented her with a ruby and diamond necklace, she apologized for her temper,
saying she resented having to share him with anyone, even if it was his sister.
To placate
her, he proceeded to take care of his estate business from her cottage. If his
steward and valet were disgusted by his behavior, he cared not. The only person
he kept from his mistress was Georgiana. She was far too young to understand
his need for this woman so far below their notice, who loved him
unconditionally.
What would
Daphne think of Miss Elizabeth? He had not informed his mistress of his plan to
marry, even though she knew he had to at some time in his life. There was no
getting around the fact he required an heir. With luck, the future Mrs. Darcy
would take with child immediately. At least with her, he need not worry where
his seed spilled. He hated using French letters or having to withdraw when
everything in him demanded he thrust deep and release.
He wished Daphne
were here with him right now. He shook his head at his own folly, glad the
carriage was dark enough the Bingley family could not witness his self-castigation.
He’d been apart from Daphne for not even one full day and already he ached.
Later that night, as he took himself in hand, he wondered if she missed him as
much as he missed her. If he hadn’t promised Bingley to show him the finer
points of estate management, he’d be in her bed, exploring the delights which
were uniquely hers. He most definitely would not be contemplating how to court
a vulgar chit from the wilds of Hertfordshire.